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You know what sucks? When you say something and you really mean it. When I say that, I don't mean everyday things like...you look nice today or great hair cut I mean things like I want the best for you and really mean it.
I'd told someone, for a very long time, that I would always want the best for him no matter what happened with our relationship. Everytime I said it I meant it but I always believed that we would be together. He convinced ME that it was what he wanted and because I wanted that too I was very happy. Two years of me saying it and meaning it.
Now he's gone, no reason other than telling me within a week of being away from me and home visiting/grieving a death his heart suddenly or not so suddenly belonged to another.
He came, got his things and left. No goodbye. Just a text from the new love, saying "he" wont be talking to you and he wont be giving you closure. After 2 years...that was the best I got.
The sad part is...I still mean what I said. I want nothing but the best for him. Sucks he never thought enough of me to want the same for me.
