So Im not sure but for some reason you are being nice. Makes me wonder if you read my last blog. Think its sad that if you had that, thats why your being nice. This dont make me very happy cause it should not have to take a blog for you wanting to care. How long will it last? Not sure. I do know is I hope that you are not fakeing it for a while to make me happy. Happy hum what is that? I havent felt it in a long time. It would be nice that you would have to worry bout how shit needed to be ran around here. It would be nice to see some kind of change around here between us. The nice thing is I think back to how nice it was when we got back together . We where always together. We made choices together. Most of all it was nice couse we had felt like we had fallen in love again. It makes me smile. It so would be nice for our ex's just "poof" and be gone. lol. But thats not real life. Something else would be nice is that the women that are popping up out of thin air would just leave you alone. Just go away and live their own lifes. That would be nice.