I know.. You're dying for this into my soul..
Probably not.. But lets just pretend.. mmmk?
So..
I've come to realize... Is that I'll probably end up being single this entire year again. And i'm willingly being single. Much like last year. Last year was alot of kicking and screaming.
I've now decided to Embrace it. With open arms!!
I once realized.. When I wasn't looking for a boyfriend.. Had no intrest in one.. That i found the greatest love of my life.. Thus far... And now i'm not interested in it anymore..
Too much of a hassle. Working 80hr work weeks. And as soon as march happens. I'm putting 12Credit hours into full swing. YAY ME!
Don't get me wrong I would LOVE to have someone in my life. Maybe I just need to go back to focusing on me. And my Friends/Family who mean the world to me. And would bend over backwards for me. Like I would them
*cue sappy music*
Man Of My Dreams,
I Know you're out there somewhere. Trying to find me. But till I find you. Never give up who you are for ANYONE...
ANYWAYS back to reality...
On me.. Im happy with who I am. And who i've become since I was 18 an "actual" adult they'd say. I grew up alot since I was 18 been through hell and back... *side note I was in New York when 9-11 happened* amongst other things. Just like everything else. I havent been to Iraq. Although my friends out there
*I love you tons come home SAFE to your family/friends*
If you want to know what I look for in a man.. I'll make a list...
