i want to write something on here that i dont like talking about to people but sometimes its helps. my mother was on drugs for a long time sence i was in grade school i did not fine out much later in life that was when i was 15 years old when we vist my grandpa in montana. i found some drugs thew it away it had to been over a 100 bucks but i dont care. well when school started i talk to a very good friend of mine i told her i was worried about it. she told me i should front her about it. i said ok i did not for a while. well when i was fighting with my mom that day i front her about there was alot of crying but now she dont do drugs anymore because of me i told her i did not want her to die and leave me with my borther and my dad. i needed her more then anything. we ues to fight alot now we are so close i love it. all im saying never gave up on a person never say there is nothing you can do. yes there is. my mother has been doing for a long time but when i said something she stop. then when my kid came along she stop smoking and drinking she said drinking dont taste good anymore when you dont smoke. so now my lost alot of wight she is in a size 12 maybe in a size 10 who knows but to you this may be fat its not its perfect in this day in age. when i was younger my mom was fat i think she said she up 200 or something like that now she is doing great.