I just have to stop and wonder about a few things. i mean why do people hurt other people ,I mean whatdo you get out of it. I mean I sit and i wonder after everything that the people who I thought as a friends have done to me in the last month or so,I just don't get it,I mean i've never set out to hurt any of them or lie to them,I sure as hell have been nothing but me and I don't get it. I mean is that all I ever was just someone they had around to hurt and use ,what the hell is with that crap. I mean really,if you have to hurt and be assholes to someone who would give you the shirt off of their backs just to feel good about yourself,that doesn't say much about you does. Thats all I'll write for now.