Im truly sick of downers. I swear the hardest thing to do is finally just let yourself be positive about everything around you. People tend to find negative in everything.
I'm just finally happy and even when things start to rain i still find a smile on my face. I'm really happy about life and looking forward to whatever happens. For the first time ever really! and it really feels good. I no longer have the pity me parties either.
I also think that depression is a highly overlooked disorder. I truly believe its a mental disorder that people just can't get over and everything just seems to be falling into the same "woe is me" zone.
Second, is relationships gone bad. NOBODY has control over there destiny and, it seems that once you fall head over heels for someone your screwed and everything seems to fall in the negative category and then little by little your world starts "crashing down". Just remember you have NO control over your destiny sometimes it needs a little push but, the more you shove it just sinks you a lil deeper into your own falldown. but, its comforting to know that your life is exactly on the track its supposed to be at exactly the right time. If things are meant to happen they will. Destiny is control. not you. so let go and have fun and just enjoy the things you do have. Even if it is a lot harder to find the positive things in life when there seems to be so many negative.
