y is it sooo hard
im not a prick
im not an asshole
but yet i get dicked over and i dont know y
do i deserve it
do i not
my heart is for the taking but it always gets broken
im starting to feel like ill never find someone in life to spend time with
somone to love to cuddle to kiss
someone to settle down with start a family of my own
and i know it takes time but time is running short im not getting any younger
i would treat u like a queen
never lie cheat or hurt u in any way
and thats all i ask for in return
so why does it torment me
y do i let it bother me
im not perfect but i am human and i do have a heart
never claimed to b perfect but i try my best
try to be
i try and i try
it isnt enough is it
did i do something wrong?
did i not show enough affention enough love?
i know ppl say i will find the right one someday
but sometimes it feels like she has already come and gone and yet still pops back in my life once in a while then dissapears again
i just want happiness and true love
