Oh my gods, I just got back from a kayak trip and I feel like I died and went to heaven. I have a kayak I named Gwinivere cuz she has such sweet lines. grins. Today I kayaked out to an island near where I live in Florida and honestly I just cried from the beauty of it all it touched me so deeply. Its everything its so much its all the things I forget are out there beyond the stress of my job and the heartbreak this world can give ya. It brings me back to this is why my heart beats and my soul sings. That is just how intense being on the water is to me. The water was so sublime. The sky was so blue today and it reflected that in the water. The waves gently lapping the edges catching the sunlight until it glittered like diamonds. The sound of the waves caressing the shore. I walked out into in it, the water around the island only comes thigh high and I felt like a goddess coming out of the waves, the water and the sun caressing my body until you felt like someone else entirely. It touches all your senses, your smell, your sight, your touch. The beauty just looking out at it was overwhelming and the smell of the salt water making you think back to creation itself and the caress of the sea winds upon you so intense. I found starfish and so many beautiful shells. And all the sea birds were there flying and diving for food. I luv the pelicans they are so awesome when they glide low and hug the water, like some ancient dinosaur. There are mangrove trees growing there the roots making such artwork such beauty. Like some ancient land you feel as if you were back in time. Sometimes I get angry and embittered and disheatened but days like this I feel as if I truly were a goddess blessed to walk on earth, as if nothing else mattered , i totally lose myself in what could be and remember when i was young and not jaded and how much i believed in luv and goodness and mankind. lol. Yeah i was raised on fairy tales. I just wish i could take everyone who reads this blog with me for one day , take them there and weave the magic all around them, take all their pain away , and make them believe in new beginnings.
Luv you all, forgive any typoes
