Come with me and take my hand
Walk my path as seen
Through the mist of gloom
Entering into a melancholy world
A forlorn world of nightly horror
Enwrapping my every thought
Suffocating breaths from within
Forcing me to succumb to the night
My last thought, a prayer
My "guardian angel"
Who is he…you
A reminisce of you
You were my hope
Sent to save me before
Warm, inviting, compassion, love
I knew you
Deep, captivating eyes with a warm, inviting smile
When you would hold me close I felt safe
Trustingly, I knew you, where did it go
I don't know you, a distant stranger
What happened to me, us, who am I
Who are you stranger, angel or devil?
Never appreciated or identified
That is why you can't help, save me
Blackness darkened by the pain of my confusion
Tangled in the vines of love now lost
Lost by self hatred and destruction
Growing colder your fingers slip in mine as I fall
Slipping to an immortal doom of failure
Of self, from good to a loathful being
Incapable of moral emotion
From the affectionate, devoted amor you "knew" now…
Cold, despondent, heartless… gone with memories and this
Dear savior, stranger, angel, devil…
Why didn't you try? You saw me turn and the path
I was falling down. You said you loved me, and I
trusted you. What was it? Did you not notice or
listen… or maybe I wasn't good enough. I know
what I was, what I wanted to be but what was it?
I loved you but maybe that wasn't enough…
Love,
The girl left undiscovered