OKay did you ever have it happen. Where things are going really good. And then all of a sudden something happens that throws your world upside down. We had four people pass away already. Then there is the lose of income due to all of it. Having to pay for two funerals. Oh and the famous after the Holidays money crunch to ass to it all. My Dad passed away on 11-19-2008 and my Father-In-Law passed away on 7-24-2008. This year has just really sucked beyond compair. If feels like our hearts have been ripped right out of our chest and nothing is ever going to feel right again. Sometimes you just feel like throwing your hands in the air and screeming I give up. But I can't cause that is not how my or my Husband were raised. Plus, I am just determined to try and set everyting right again and somehow get through this. There have been tons of other problems that have happened to us. Not just these. But they all just seem to be adding stress on top of stress for us. I feel like I am fighting a losing battle. I should be use to it by now. It seems like this is always happening to us. Things are going really good and we feel on top of the world. And the next thing we know it feels like our feet have been knocked out from under us and we are laying on our backs helpless. I just wish that there was some way of getting through these times. And am more than happy to except any type of help or thoughts anyone has to offer. Shit ready to pack up our crap and move to another country. Ireland, England, Scotland maybe even Canada maybe it will change our luck.
