Well I have been doing a lot of soil searching lately. Life is far to short to hate anybody.
So I forgive you my father for the times you were unfaithful to mom and how your mistress and her children were more important to you then my sister and I were!
This is so very hard for me to say, all I have ever done was to try to make you proud of me! And it seems all I ever did was fail you, that is how I feel.
So many things and times I felt worthless, and humiliated when my friends would see you with your mistress and came to me and asked who that lady they saw you with was!
And I also forgive the mother in law that prays daily for my death cause my wife died of lung cancer and it was my fault!!
And to all of the sisters in law for taking advantage of me when I was feel at my darkest times of my life. Asking for money in loans and never paying them back! All is forgive.
But don't expect me to be there for wedding and birthday and holidays cause it hurts to much to be reminds of what a fool I was during my darkness!!
I now look to the future and hope the lady I love knows that she is loved with the full measure of my heart!! She is beautiful and I dream of her and think of her throughout my days!
I just need to put this down there is so much more to say but not today! Thank you for reading this!
