Why does life have to be so complicating and full of so many obstacles I try so hard to make people smile but it's never good enough I see the pain I put the love my life through I try so hard to make things better between me and him I just wish I knew what I could do to make everything better I miss everyday that we use to have together but now there's this big wall between us I wish I could take everything back that I ever did wrong to him but I can't I can at lease try to make things better between me and him I don't ever want to loose him he means the world to me I just wish he knew that I know I have been a real bitch lately and I don't try to be all I want to say is I love you Kris more than anything and I would give you the world if I could if it would just make you smile seeing you smile is the highlight of my day you shall always be the biggest part of my heart I love you my angel.
