You know sometimes I do not blog as much as really I think... get the thoughts out of my mind and in the open... really the blogs are whats inside and not what is on the outside... but I am really blogging today just to get a little off my mind. For you that don't know I have not really been on here much over the last copple of days as me mum got took into hospital after a very bad fit... really today I am blogging to say that so far she is getting on well she seems to be making slow but steady progress in getting better... she is going for a MRI scan on Monday to try and get to the root of why she relapsed... I just really hope it is not bad news... But really I don't like thinking about that my mind is on her getting better and being a mum that are famerly know and love... well really at this time I don't really want to say anymore as sometimes I do not want to think about it... Life is what it gives to us every minuet of every day... we just have to live everyday as it comes as really we can not plan our own future... Everyone look after yourself and I will be back online as soon as I dig my way out of this hole that I seem to be getting deeper in... Love Lots me... :o) :ox