As I drive home in the dusk, I see over the Bay...the strangest clouds....so beautiful and full of wonder. Lightning dances thru them in the sky, lighting up only parts of the strange shapes...makes me wonder about the people I love..what they are doing and how wonderful it would be to share this unusual sky with them.
My Heart as fragile as it is..sometimes is so guarded from the past hurts. I have trouble distinguishing my jeaousy from what is real. Not wanting to get close to anyone again in fear of the pain....I know I fell in love again. Beautiful , kind, gentle...this person makes my heart smile when I hear that voice...and pains me to think of sharing...but I know the nature of this person. Maybe sometimes innocently their personality makes people think opposing thoughts, I know deep down they truly love me.
If the same God who made those beautiful clouds dance above me this evening is listening....Please show me your will and open me to what this truely is. Put the Spiritual wedge between me and those I should not be with, and let me open my heart to the one who truely deserves all my love, my life and my soul.
