Anxiety screams thus no one hears
Yet punctured sanity cries a question,
Its walls close in as life becomes naught
Still I suffocate with no regret or thought.
Damned to feel and doomed to fall
A hypnotic state of failed freedom
On bended knees I crawl through blood
An eternity falling, a sudden thud.
Like a box of mysteries that has no key
My mind is a secret too dangerous to share,
Then loneliness became a way to live
But I'm tired now; I have nothing left to give.
Existence is a lie painted for the public
Its truth shall free the soul from doubt
Yet one question I've longed to speak
Now that I'm dead, am I still weak?