So many things have been going on in my life as of late. I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness from my shoulders. I have no friends to really speak about. I have the wonderful friends from here on CT, but no one I can really call up or hang out with. My husband had many friends that he goes out and hangs out with. He is more involved with his band than he is with me and out daughter. Am I wrong for being upset at this fact? I can't help but think that sometimes he would rather be single and be able to do as he pleases, because that happens to be what he is already doing.
I keep wondering to myself if I should be worried about all the female friends he has. He has more phone calls on his cell phone from girls than I have ever seen. And should I be worried when he gets up and leaves the room when he is talking to them on the phone? I do trust him but my mind keeps telling my heart that I should worry. But should I really worry about it? We will be married 3 years on the 27th of this month, and I can't help but wonder if we got married too soon and too young. Well, I think I have gone on abit too long with my worries and fears.
I hope to hear some pearls of wisdom from some.
