I need to get this out.. My heart is aching more than usual... Or then again maybe it's just now that i am allowing myself to feel what is hurting me... I miss my friend my sister!!! My poor nephew who was so young leaving this world...
I don't know why i am writing this blog.. Maybe i just need to write what i feel so i don't have to keep it locked up inside anymore... My Family I can't talk to about anything cause if i do it makes me weak...
I don't think of myself as weak just a very emotional person and i don't see anything wrong with showing emotion.. I do everything for everyone else but never take time for myself.. It's getting harder and harder to hide my tears...
They are flowing as i write this blog right now... I just wanna get everything out so i don't have to feel this pain anymore... But I know that will not happen because It's something that can never change... MY sister will always be gone as well as my nephew!!
If anyone wants to help me figure out another way to release my anger and sadness please i am up for anything as far as advice..
Thank you
