I hate this feeling of being so sad.I just want to feel glad just once in my life I want to feel loved and not make the same mistakes over and over and having to be hurt in the end. It sucks ass and all I can do is pick myself up off the ground. I have been cheated on three times, been hit, shit thrown at me, been put down and been basically choked by my ex wife. Been wished on that I was dead. Been kicked around when I was in school. I just want to feel loved by someone so tired of all this shit.