I am still alive havent been on much got alot on my mind. Have to change my life around again and this time because of the situation it hasnt been easy. I am struggling no sleep not eating and crying all the time so if I am not on just leave some love. I will be back as soon as my mind is clear of everything. really tough time for me right now. I love u all and miss u all hopefully I will still have friends when I get back on. Take care everyone.