Loving myself's blog: "How I feel"

I come home from work, grab a cup of coffee and wakl my Lily girl. I sit down at the computer and log in to FU. Something I do daily. Yes, I am addicted to fu as most of us are. I go through my massages, gifts and photo comments. Then I rate my folks in my family. Each one near and dear to my heart. I read their status and comment accordingly. All of them genuine and cared about. There are times when I have difficulty with FU.

Today is one of those times. I think its absolutly disgusting how women feel the only way to have attention is to undress. Men feel as though its a free for all. Point in fact that behind some of these profiles are women who feel like they need to be a certain way. Fuck men for making us feel like a peice of meat. Fuck women who think the way to a mans heart is to buy them bling and all the other bullshit that goes along with it. If a man is interested its not about bling or the other shit. I would rather talk. Find out about them. Understand their real life and what makes them who they are. This devil/angel shit amazes me as well. I am a bit of both. I am a kind and sensitive women. Piss me off and I will sport a pair of horns aimed directly at your heart and balls. DFZ? Makes me laugh! There is so much drama its amazing. One thing I will admit is this place brings out the jealousy in all of us. Wether it be about bling/level/status/or girl verses girl and men verses men. Regardless of what anyone says? Jealousy is a natural response of feeling threathened. I am a jealous person. I admit it. It makes me say and do stupid things. Now that being said?

I feel as though this place we all love and hate at times is filled with emotion. It allows up to be whoever we want to be regardless of who we are in (REAL LIFE). It allows us to be in a fantasy and be the big man or women we all wish we were. In reality? We all pay bills, work, have kids and whatever else. People deal with depression, anxiety, compulsive disorders and the like. Some angry and some sad. Some with a fuck it attitude. before you leave the next status or comment take a good look at their pictures! Lokk at their eyes. Behind those eyes are real people. Real feelings. We are so much more then a picture, a rate, a level or a bling. How about good morning how are you? How was your day? How are things at work? Maybe, just maybe you might get a glimpse of who is really behind the picture. Wake up! Your actions hurt others. Wake up your words effect others! Wake up and realize this may just be a social website but there are real people on here. People who deserve to be respected. I am taking a few days off. I need a fu break.