welp just found out my grandma passed away bout an hour ago.. once again a grandparent i didnt get to say goodbye to... last time i seen her was a few days before xmas.. the kids didnt even get to see her.. i kow she's in a better place but .... she was the one who was there for me no matter what.. when my own parents acted like they had a kid she was there.. she was there for me to support me when i had ky.. even though she didnt aprove.. she was there... she was there for us no matter what we had done.. or said.. she loved us uncondionaly.. n all she got was hearbreak from most of the family cept me n my cuz missy.. we were the only two out of the family who stuck by her... it kills me buacuse when she needed me the most i had no way to her.. to tell her how much she ment to me.. how much i was sorry for everything.. but i know she's not in anymore pain she's with grandpa.. so this is my goodbye to the woman who ment the most to me n life... I love you grandma...... ur pumpkin... i will always hold you dear.....