WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember.
So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word?
I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manner we agreed to part as friends.
I know it is my own stupid thinking that got me here, what would make me think I could involed with a married Dom and not fall for him and end up the one getting hurt? They never leave their wives,,, I knew that lol.
I know it was the right thing for him to stay with his family and for me to walk away, but that didn't make it any easier. The good thing however is that I did learn a lesson, and I wont make the same mistake again ever.
So do not feel sorry for me,, just offer me a friendly hug and a soft shoulder, hold my hand and remind me that no one is perfect and the fact that I did the right thing made the wrong thing less bad...
Have s great weekend all.
~SSS~
