I am sure there are reasons people lie in their lifetime. I know everyone has at one point or another. I don't lie to people because it will just come back on me. I have nothing to hide. Nothing other than my pain. I have a lot of pain. Sometimes,now mind you this is just sometimes,I don't feel like I am supposed to be here in this world. I don't think that love is going to happen for me. I am either not seeing it or it's just not there for me. I love my children and maybe that is all the love that is intended for me in my life. I meet all kinds of people but,they are not for me or the one that is....he is running from something else. i am stuck in a place that I don't know how to get out of. I know this is not where I am supposed to be. I am supposed to be somewhere else but,I just don't know where that somewhere is. I am not looking anymore,it will just have to find me I suppose. I am just tired of waiting and wanting and needing it.
