so yea i have no one to really talk to about this because honestly no one cares....im really stressed out right now im 19 and tryin to do something with my life. i decided to go to school for massage therapy. even though i had a car it was messed up so when i moved 3 hours from home to nashville tn i didnt take a car with me. my school was about 3 and a half miles from ma apartment. so every morning rain or shine i got up 7 left at 8 walked to school and got there by 8:30 9. since i didnt have class until 11 i usually studied or looked for a job. i was in class every day. and ma grades were good. i couldnt afford ma apartment and had no one to help me ma parents cudnt afford it and i didnt qualify for any government assistance. even though i didnt have any money. oh but wait if i get knocked up they wud pay for everything. anyways so even tho i watched ppl whose parents paid for everything skip class and fail and jus not care im tha one that had to come home. so now ma biggest problem is i have any support. i really need emotional support at least and ma mom jus says im not dedicated to school and since i was interested in doing hair i shud do this she doesnt agree with anything i do my stepmom stepdad and real dad jus dont say anything. i dont kno im jus really tired and trying to make a way for ma self is so hard.......
