Again sorry to all the guys who read this but you know what, I am so sick of men trying to run and control women who can live their lives just as well as a man can. Who says a woman can't have a child and be happy being single, who says a woman can't be pregnant and alone and happy being that way. Who says it's up to the guy who can be a lying cheating scum of the earth to have to be in a child's life or around a person who obviously don't want them around. I am going through alot of hell right now with my best friend and I just can't stop thinking about some of the similarities that she is going through that I have been going through over the last 3 years trying to get my ex out of my life and to move on which I have yet to move on. Not that i don't want to I do I just can't seem to get him to sign the divo papers, and I want a guy who wants me yet can't find one of those either!!!! And anyone who says on here they want me yeah right!!!!!!! Sorry very cinical right now and i have every right to be after what im trying to help my friend through but god she is sooooooooooo strong if i was in her shoes right now I would be so uncontrolably losing it that i wouldn't know what to do but she is such a rock and holding everything together that she amazes me and is sooo my inspiration right now. She is very pregnant due Oct 14th with her 3 child and found out that the man she was living with and thought she knew wasn't the man he seemed, He has done alot to hurt her and the unborn baby she is carring my god child the only other child i think i will ever have in my life!!!! besides the ones i teach, cause lord knows i can't find a guy who wants to have one with me!!! I know im freaken FUGLY but that is beside the point any way back on point I just have to tell anyone who wants to know that my friend is in need of love and support and im trying and if im not around you know where im at but she is a special lady and the best friend in teh world and is a total rock
