setting by the computor on a on lonely saturday afternoon.with nothing to do but fool around on fubar . but my thought's keep going back to him and all the time we had together. wanting to see him and touch him . wanting him to hold me like so many times before. so caught up in my thoughts and not hearing the door open and till i feel his arms slip around me. i don't even have to look i know its him by the feel of his arms and the smell of his colonge i no so well . i stand and feel for a while his breath on my neck and the way his arms and hands feel on my body . like so many times before i don't dare move in case its a dream. but its not he is there . he's glad to see me he always is . i missed him and he knows it's true without even asking. not a word is said just glad to be in each others arm's . no thoughts for the day no thoughts at all just of the moment as we touch and cares each others body's .the hours spend in each others arm's and the love we shared . when it's over as we lay in each others arm's of the love that we shared so many times before. is it forever or will it last? no one knows it's for the moment it's all it really can be. and when he has to leave i'll miss him but remember a while the smell of his colonge is still on me so with every move of my hands and flip of my hair i smell him still. 4 rd
