Missing you Grandma. I am taking your loss rather hard. I try not cry, but my eyes burn so bad and tears just start to pour down. My throat feels like a rock is stuck in it. I can't swallow, and feels like I can't breathe.
I miss you and have for a long time. Now it is just that much longer before I see you again. Distance created so much time lost together. I never got a chance to tell you just what you meant to me.
I miss hearing you sing Country Gospel music, I miss your hugs, and your laughter. You are such a beautiful lady. You are so humble, you never had a bad thing to say about no one or nothing. Everything was always beautiful or pretty in your eyes. You will never know the impact you have left on my life, never know just how much I loved you Grandma.
Now, Im here and I know you are in heaven waiting for us to come home. I just feel that my breaking heart can't bear much more pain. I try to smile for my lil ones and my mind gets flooded by how much I am MISSING YOU. The selfish side of me just wished I had one more day, just wished I could have told you what I never told you.
Now, I can't just hop on a plane to see you and share with you all these things and much more. It just means that much longer before I see you again. I never knew the last time I saw you would be my last time seeing you. Ohhhh how it hurts..............Miss You Grandma and I will always love you and be proud of the lady you are. I hope I carry forth some of your qualities.
Love always and forever,
Katie
