Why did you leave?
How bad could i have been?
I was 6 months old
Why did you carry me that long?
Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance?
you could have aborted....
could have ended it all before it started.
You chose not to.
Instead I'm left living with this .
Wondering,eager,doubting my own self worth.
Was that your plan?
Did you want to hurt me that bad?
Why?
What did i do?
Even if it wasn't my fault....
why have i not heard from you?
the only time you heard me talk was when i asked you to come see me
And all you said was...
"I don't drive"
If you're on here I hope you find me
And I hope you read this.
I hope you see what I've become.
I hope you regret what you've done.
I hope it eats at you
Like a cancer
uncureable
terminal
I hope you're happy with the new life you have
With the kids you were kind enough to keep.
I will always resent you
And all that you are
I hope you're happy
With the mess you've made of me.....
