Today is Mother's Day number 2 without my mom, it has been a very difficult day. I so badly wish that i could have called my mom up and talk to her, but i knew it couldnt happen. Its a very hard realization for me knowing that i can only speak to my mom through my heart, but never on the phone again. She is missed so dearly. She was a very large part of my life and i could never imagine going a day without thinking of her. Some people that knew my mom have told me that there are things that i do that remind them so much of my mom. Its kind of ironic, cause when you are younger you always tell yourself that you could never imagine being like your parents when you get older (well at least i did), and yet as you grow older you start to do little things just like they did. My mom will forever be remembered in my heart and mind and in my family. My kids will always know who she was.
I miss you so very much Mom. Happy Mothers Day.