Ok yeah noone wants to hear the sappy stuff but i have held this in all day and i really need to get it out my mom was murdered 16 years ago and last friday one of my best friends was murdered so this has been one screwed up week for me I have done really good pretending that i was alright today but deep down i was really hurting bad because everyone around me was loveing there mother amd i couldn't life is so unfair sometimes don't get me wrong i have learned so much from this experince in life it has made me a great person who i think god everyday that i am i love myself and who i have become because of the trials in my life but then there are days like this when it really hurts because you so badly wanna feel that love have that spot in your heart filled with joy nut its just an empty space that noone else will ever fill
sry for ranting on and on
Jenn
