Why do I feel like this?
I just want to break down and cry.
I'm filled with pain and misery.
I just want to crawl off somewheres and die.
How are we so close, yet so distant?
Why is it I feel this aching in my heart?
There's times I think only of you.
Then there's times I feel we've fell apart.
We talk all the time, but you hardly say a word.
At times I feel like I'm talking to a wall.
I feel there's nothing between us.
How could I ever think I'd make you fall?
Who do I think I am?
I know I am nothing to you.
I know you are just a joke.
Yet, I believe there's something I can do.
You are nothing but a poison
That shoots straight through my veins.
You are the knife driven into my chest
Until, at last, not a breath remains.
You are my addiction,
Yet you are my demise.
You watch as I slowly die,
Without a tear falling from your eyes.
There I lie drowning in my misery
Knowing I'll never be the one you hold.
Your hands are stained with my blood
As you look past my eyes into my empty soul.
Look at the pain you've caused,
As right before you I decay.
Watch with no regret,
Without a single word to say.
Watch as I turn to ash,
Staring with a glare emotionless and cold.
Watch as I take you with me,
Dragging you down into my black soul.
