You called me at 11 am to say you had an accident with your motorcycle....hitting a deer on it doing 80 mph coming back from Anderson, SC. I freaked when I heard your message. I didnt answer the phone because I was nearly asleep, but something with the message must have clicked and woke me up completely. I knew something was wrong when you called at 11 am cause thats something you do not normally do. After talking with you I got to thinking how Id be if I had gotten a call from someone telling me you were dead....thinking how I would be without you. I would have been hysterical....crying....not knowing what to do. Dude, I dont talk with you much and I dont see you much anymore, but it still would have impacted me hard and it does anyways just to know you had a near death encounter. I love you with all my heart and soul my dear friend and I always will. Made me think of all the time we havent been talkin and chillin together.....what if that would have been the last thing I heard was you were dead....makes ya think about how much time you really do have on your hands....and if you would have died I would have been broken....that I didnt even get to say goodbye....Im sorry for ranting and sounding like maybe a mushy idiot.....but I have known you going on 7 years.....and like I said I dont see or speak with you much anymore, but if the accident would have been really fatal and you died...it would have left a significant dent in my life....like a piece of my life puzzle would have been missing from here on out. I just wanted you to know...if you read this how much I really cherish you being in my life....no matter how little we see and speak with each other these says. You have made the difference in my life and impacted it for the good. I dont know what Id do and where Id be without you. Im ever so greatful you did make it out alive and....dont even have any broken bones you lucky bastard lol. Someone was looking out for you and apparently did want you here and Im glad whatever that was...whoever is out there....Im glad they kept you here. Im glad that it was you on the phone instead of someone else giving me bad news....Im just glad you are ok.....I LOVE YOU JOHN LIKE MY BEST FRIEND....DONT YOU EVER DIE ON ME:)
