My dreams are filled with him night after night,
Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might.
When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day,
My eyes open, only to have him slip away.
I try to close them for as long as I can,
The force of the light is too strong to withstand.
The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time,
Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind.
How I suffer in the sun’s golden light,
The days are unbearable until the return of night.
Bring back the night it relieves my pain,
I curse the light and its power that makes me insane.
I can never resist the strength of his kiss,
He takes his fill and gives me my every wish.
It’s the dark that fills me with anticipation,
He takes me to the time of his creation.
How can I put out the sun to shine no more?
Would it prove he exists, not just lore?
I Know he’s real, I just have to close my eyes,
I can smell his sent on me; it’s not a lie.
O my god please bring me the Night, I’m lost by day,
Wanting for the night for him to take me away.
I feel him with me as the day lingers and the night approaches,
Being condemned for having such extreme emotions.
He take me to a place were my fantasy are still alive,
I strip down to my soul waiting for him to arrive.
Longing for the day I will stay with him forever,
Then the sun rises screaming never.
I look at the two small holes under my chin,
I touch them, to relive the dream all over again.
