After 4 long years I finally had a dream of my ex wife and both my children... It was beyond my imagination... I was, for once, happy... idk what to really think about it...it maybe is because her birthday is coming up on thanksgiving, but she told me in the dream she missed me... idk, maybe its just a dream. but it felt so real... for the first time. i woke up happy. four long years. the first dream... maybe thats why I haven't been feeeling well for so long. this dream made me miss them again...