family separated by a secret
we found each other again
years later and loved each other like we always did ..
i feel thier hurt i feel their pain
and i wish i could make it go away
i wish it could make it end ...
but i have no power to do that
no power at all ..
i have to sit by and watchthem suffer greatly in thier loss..
i had to look into my cousin deep brown eyes tonight ...
and feel it so strongly it shook me to my core ...
the tears are just below the surface .. underneath all my pretty eye make up the rainbow eyeshadow ...
i smile and yet cry at the same ... im happy but sad .. gentle but mad .. mad they took her away .