billerblueeyes's blog: "new beginings"

Its Sunday morning and I sit here thinking of all the things that make me who I am. Family, friends, coworkers and my son. My beautiful son! I had a conversation this morning with the man I believe to be the one. Yes, I said it. I wonder what my future holds. Ever feel so strongly about someone? Its as if you completely understand them. No matter what they say you just get it? This is how I feel. I know that this will piss some of you off but it is what it is. Respect the fact that I am into someone. Respect me and contiue to be my friend. I want no drama. I have peace for the first time in a very long time. I feel hopefull and understood. I feel beautiful and have never felt that before. People call me that all the time. In fact all my life. But, untill you feel it yourself it means nothing. I guess I know that what I have been through in my past is what makes me strong today. I love deeply and will never feel bad about that. When I decide to give my heart I do completely and with trust. Some may say you will get hurt! Yes, but thats life and if you don't believe you are worth it then you live a lonely life. I am ready again to be the best I can be and give my heart away. I am ready. All my life I have waited till now. My someday is here.