619065's blog: "POEMS"

  MY MISTAKE IM SORRY
made some very bad choices this weekend.
I made some mistakes! and im sorry.
i was so depressed and sad and confused about everything going on in my life right now that i just did it!
im sorry...
it may seem like i have it good. and i know i do compared to alotta other people.
but that doesnt mean that it doesnt hurt
it does.
it hurts.
i couldnt deal with my problems any other way
i couldnt run anywhere else
i should have thought about it before i did it
but i was just too sad
i couldnt think.
i did what i did
and im sorry!
im gonna regret what i did and id do anything to erase that night
but i did what i did. i must face it. but people make mistakes
i made a mistake and im sorry.
i will live with it
i'll live another day...facing my problems a different way
cuz i have learned my lesson
next time i will think before i drink
i'll talk to someone..i'll deal a different way
im sorry
im sorry for putting you through that that night
im sorry for putting me through that that night
im sorry i made such a stupid decision
a mistake
i'll go on... and pretend im fine
but inside i will always know what i did
i'll remember
and i'll get sad... how could i be so stupid?
i'll remember how scared i was. and everyone else.
i made a mistake and im sorry!
im gonna look back on this and wish i would have never done it
before i do things i should think
think......
in a few days will everything be fine again?
if so is it really worth it?
i will try
i wont cry
next time i'll think cuz in a few days everything will be ok again
i'll look back on this and cry
and remember
my mistake!
IM SORRY.

copyright jas 2007