My Most Adored
my talk is cheap my thoughts too dirty
problems too steep and my backs not sturdy
my steps so light not to waken the beast
arousal in time to celebrate defeat
no comfort in blue and my blacks extreme
shadow fades to dark your white just a dream
infected by fears given life by my mind
stalking me to the end of this life redefined
you drag me where its easier to see
the damage she's done crimes of apathy
and i know what i want i know you wont oblige
draw me under your skin my faults now to hide
drenched in desire too hot to the touch
my envy the crown of not-quite-good-enough
my hands are bound my body is worn
this cross i now carry of my most adored
tell me what you think.....
