My heart is like a battle field
It's got the scars to show
It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly
And, others that drug out nice and slow
My tears have flowed just like a river
Sometimes I thought they'd never dry
And, once or twice the one I usually turned to
Was the very one who'd made me cry
Sometimes I thought I needed no one
Then chose "friends" who brought me down
Turns out the one's who really love you
Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around
I must have put my parents through sheer hell
When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been
And, in the last ten years
I've only had one good true friend
I've made a few decisions
I'll have to deal with all my life
Had friends stab me in the back
Then grab the handle, and turn the knife
I've chosen roads that led to nowhere
Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again
Had the Devil stand infront of me
And, temptation won, and I gave in
I lost a friend to drugs
He took his own life one night when he was high
And, one night my best friend drove while she was drinking
Yeah... I never got to say good-bye
I've had the past come back to haunt me
Regretted things I didn't say
But, I wouldn't go back and change a bit of it
It's made me who I am today...
I'm longing for your touch
Slow and gentle on my skin
I don't want to rush
Let's let every kiss sink in
There's no need to hurry
I just want to take our time
For at least this moment
Let me be all that's on your mind
I'm longing for your kiss
And, the warmth of your embrace
To feel your body pressed to mine
And, your hand upon my face
I want to look into your eyes
And, see the passion in your stare
Feel your hands upon my body
And, your fingers through my hair
I need to feel your arms around me
I want to feel your mouth explore
Every inch of my body
Until I just can't take no more...
You might think you want me
But, do you know me at all?
I'm stubborn, and contrary
And, it takes a lot for me to fall
I march to my own tune
I don't follow the crowd
And, whatever's on my mind
I'm not afraid to say out loud
Sometimes I can be a little moody
And, I just want to be alone
And, if you don't call when you say
I won't wait by the phone
I have a stubborn streak
At least a mile wide
But, when I'm wrong I'll admit it
Once I get past my pride
When I feel strong about something
I'll really stand my ground
And, sometimes I can fight my battles
Without a solitary sound
Sometimes when I'm angry
Just walk away, and let me be
And, don't try to change who I am
Cause, I'm happy being me
I'm not saying I'm all bad
I have a heart of gold
I'll stand right by your side
My love can't be bought, or sold
I'm as loyal as you'll find
You know I'll never stray
And, anytime you need me
I'll be there night or day
So, I've given you fair warning
I've told you how I am
So, now you can either walk away
Or, reach out, and take my hand
Here comes the numbness
Worse than the pain
What's worse than hurting?
To not feel a damn thing
Here comes the coldness
A heart made of stone
Fuck the whole world
We're all in this alone
Here comes the coldness
A heart made of ice
Fuck the fake smile
And, trying to play nice...