THAT1GUY's blog: "MY POETRY"

Friday, April 20, 2007 I AM NOTHING Current mood: relieved I AM NOTHING NOT EVEN A PIECE OF DIRT ON UR SHOE I AM NOTHING DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? I AM NOTHING THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER I AM NOTHING THEN YOU LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER I AM NOTHING THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE I AM NOTHING CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY? I AM NOTHING EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE YOUR FACE I AM NOTHING THE TIMES WE SHARED IN THIS PLACE I AM NOTHING YOU ARE EMBEDDED IN MY MIND I AM NOTHING YOU LEFT ME LIKE I WAS A CRIME I AM NOTHING WHAT WE WERE IS NOW A THING OF THE PAST I AM NOTHINGMY MIND IS FREE AT LAST I AM NOTHING WHEN I THINK OF WHAT WE HAD I AM NOTHING ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD I AM NOTHING JUST REMEMBER YOU WERE NEVER HATED I AM NOTHING OUR TIME TOGETHER WAS NEVER WASTED I AM NOTHING THIS IS MY LETTER GOODBYE I AM NOTHING HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE LIFE 7:25 PM - 5 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, February 11, 2007 WORTH THE WAIT Current mood: determined Our souls are a mirror of what we need to change A neat little hat trick, only God can arrange Our reflection will make us simply retreat and fall to our knees in endless defeat The ending we shared can be a new start to find our way back stop needing to part The scars now fading of wounds in the past We need to ignore if this love is to last True love will prevail when we work on our own to fix life's dilemmas and spend time alone The divine will take over to decide what is best and the choices we make will let our soul rest To love ourselves more forgive what we've done Only then we can heal stop wanting to run And replacing the pain will be joy in our tears We will know what we need to calm all our fears So don't worry my love your worth all the wait Your memory alone seals my heavenly fate And on that day when I see in your eyes days full of "I Love You's" not endless good-byes Our souls will be able to restore and make right the life we deserve and a love worth the fight! 1:58 PM - 18 Comments - 14 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Wednesday, December 13, 2006 THOUGHTS OF THE PAST Current mood: rejected AT ONCE I WAS LOST BUT NOW I AM FOUND SITTIN ALONE WATCHIN THE WORLD GO ROUND I THINK OF THE TIMES THAT WE HAD 2GETHER AND SIT AND WONDER IF I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER NOW IM ALONE WITHOUT U NEER LOOKING AT LIFE WITH SUCH GREAT FEAR U CHANGED ME IN WAYS THAT NOONE ELSE COULD ILL MISS U DEARLY I THINK I SHOULD U R A GREAT WOMAN WITH PASSION AND HOPE BEAUTY AND BRAINS WITH AN UPWARD SLOPE MAYBE SOMEDAY IN TIME U WILL SEE U SHOULD HAVE BEEN MINE U SHOULD COME TO ME SO LIVE UR LIFE WELL AND HAVE GREAT DREAMS ILL LIVE IN MY CELL WITHOUT U NEER ME 3:32 PM - 6 Comments - 5 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Tuesday, November 21, 2006 UHHHH? Current mood: confused IM SO CONFUSED WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO DATE IM NOT AMUSED THAT IS NOT MY FATE IVE DONE SOME BAD IN MY TIME HERE ON EARTH IVE BEEN A PLAYER IVE CREATED BIRTH BUT WHEN SOMEONE SAYS LETS JUST DATE THATS ALL I LOOK AND WONDER WHY I ALWAYS FALL IVE MADE MISTAKES WICH I REGRET IVE HURT A FEW THAT HAVENT FORGIVIN YET SO WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO DATE A FEW THERES NO POINT IN THAT I ALWAYS KNEW WHY DO I WRITE THIS SHIT? ILL NEVER KNOW WHEN MY MIND GETS GOIN SHIT STARTS TO FLOW 9:10 PM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Monday, November 20, 2006 TO THE BUCKEYE FAN Current mood: irritated HI IM (INSERT NAME HERE) I AM A BIG FAN I WATCH THE GAMES I AM A FAN I GO TO PARTIES AND DRINK LOTS OF BEER I EAT HARTY AND HAVE NO FEAR AND WHEN ITS GAME TIME I GEAR UP FOR THE DAY BUT IN THE MEANTIME I REALIZE IM GAY WE BEAT MICHIGAN AGAIN AND AGAIN SO WE CELIBRATE BY TURNING CARS END OVER END WE BURN OTHER PEOPLES THINGS AND DESTROY THERE PROPERTY WE RUN AND SING AND SCRATCH CARS WITH KEYS WE CALL IT CELIBRATION A GATHERING OF FRIENDS I CALL IT INMATURITY THAT HAS NO END WHY CANT WE WIN A GAME WITHOUT VIOLANCE? AND CELIBRATE WITHOUT HATE U PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLES AND WILL SEE UR FATE SO TO ALL U FANS THAT CANT HANDLE A WIN TAKE A TRIP TO MICHIGAN THEY WILL LOSE AGAIN 8:44 PM - 5 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, November 19, 2006 LIFE IS WHAT IT IS(RANDOM THOUGHTS) Current mood: discontent IT IS WHAT IT IS LIFE GIVES WHAT IT GIVES SOME GOOD SOME BAD IS THIS ALL ILL EVER HAVE? IVE FOUGHT LIKE HELL TO GET WHERE IM AT BUT ALL I GOT IS AGE AND A BIT MORE FAT I HAVE A HOME I HAVE A JOB IM BUILT LIKE A GNOME AND LOOK LIKE A SLOB IF AT ALL I COULD SEE WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS I WOULD LOOK BACK AT ME AND SMOKE A BOWL CUZ THE FUTURE IS WHAT U MAKE OF IT SO THE STORY GOES I THINK THERE FULL OF SHIT AND NEED PUNCHED IN DA NOSE THEY SAY U R WHAT U ARE THATS EASY TO SEE SO GET IN UR CAR AND DRIVE INTO A TREE WITHOUT INJURY YOU NEVER KNOW PAIN WHITHOUT HATE YOU NEVER KNOW LOVE THIS MAY NOT MAKE SENSE THE FIRST TIME YOU READ IT BUT LOOK AT IT CLOSELY BEFORE GIVING ME SHIT 6:20 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Monday, October 23, 2006 VENTING Current mood: drained THERE ARE TIMES IN MY LIFE WHEN I GET SO CONFUSED WHEN MY WORLD STARTS SPINNIN AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IVE BEEN THROUGH SOME HARD TIMES IVE BEEN THROUGH SOME GOOD I LIVE MY LIFE WELL SOMETIMES LIKE I ALWAYS SHOULD EVERYTIME I GET UP TO WHERE I SHOULD BE SOMETHING ALWAYS PULLS ME DOWN AND I FALL APON MY KNEE'S LIFE ISNT FAIR WE ALL KNOW ITS TRUE THE CARDS WE ARE DEALT THE THINGS THAT WE DO THERE IS ONE THING FOR CERTAIN THATS ALWAYS THERE LIFES A BITCH SOMETIMES AND IVE LOST MY WILL TO CARE IM TIRED OF GIVING EVERYTHING IVE GOT GIVING MY WHOLE LIFE AND FOR WHAT? FOR A PIECE OF PROPERTY THAT ILL NEVER FULLY OWN OR FOR A CAR THATS RAN TO THE BONE I WORK MY ASS OFF FOR THE NICE THINGS IN LIFE I KILL MY BODY AND RISK MY LIFE BUT IN THE END ALL I RECIEVE IS A BUCKET OF SHIT STARRING BACK AT ME 4:14 AM - 3 Comments - 4 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Tuesday, August 22, 2006 Letter to God Current mood: confused Is there life out there On the other side of sanity Or are these the cards That god has handed me My mind is absent From all of reallity Got me so blind I just cant see Was it something i did To deserve this pain Listen to me god As i call out your name Ive been a good man To most in my life Can I ask u please Just make it right I follow your word And nobody knows Just how deep My faith flows Grant me a wish So I can see That my life is worth You dying for me Give me the strenghth To get through this Its all I ask Just this one wish 11:47 AM - 7 Comments - 8 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Crossroad Current mood: depressed As we live out our lives God shows us signs Some we want And others we dont Recently he gave me a gift A give i had not expected I wanted it so bad But just didnt know It was the gift of new life And i was so excited The thought of another child And the bringing of hope As the days pass The thrill gets deeper And all i can think about Is life with another The day had come to see the doctor And the news that followed Shortly thereafter Hit me with sarrow God took that life from me That he gave me so proudly And now im lost And crying so gently Does this mean it wasnt meant to be Or is it a sign of things to come Either way im so confused I just wanted a doughter or a son So now im at a crossroad And i cant seem to pass God please help me through this So today isnt my last 11:21 AM - 4 Comments - 9 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Wednesday, August 16, 2006 Ramblings of sanity lost Current mood: BLAH! Have u ever had the feeling That your pupose in life was absent You give your world everything Just to see it Bent A heart is a powerful weapon One that can make or break you You can give it to someone just to have it walked through The life ive lived Has been one of a stepping stone Dont know what i did But now im all alone The women in my life Have used me like a rag Wiped me clean And tossed in a bag If ever i could find Someone that is meant to be Im losing my mind cant you see Sanity is a thing of the past Lost it years ago Cant remamber when i saw it last I miss it so To conclude this ramble I leave you with this Life is hard to handle Damn i have to piss 8:41 PM - 7 Comments - 7 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, August 13, 2006 A special request from a friend Current mood: mellow I sit here thinking Just what to say To help a torn woman Through her rainy day When i here a story like this It makes me weap And the pain she goes through At night in her sleep The thought of losing the one you love Is a pianful memory sent from god above A sad story God has his ways Of healing our pains Some come quick Some take days But hold your head up high For it will get better Look up to the sky's He will send you a letter It may not be paper It may not be typed But in the end my dear He will make it right Believe in his power And all will be well Remember my words Its all i can tell 9:02 PM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Thursday, July 27, 2006 WHY? Current mood: drained Why did you string me along? Why did you tell me you loved me when you really didnt? Why did we spend all those moments together when all along you loved another? Why did you act as if you love and cared for me when it was all a facade? Did I do or say something to deserve this? Where is God in all of this? Is this His version of a sick joke? All I did was to love you unconditionally, respect you and love you with every nerve of my being So why? You were the one woman, rather than living with you, were the one woman that I couldnt live without. 5:22 PM - 4 Comments - 1 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Monday, July 10, 2006 for someone special Remembering the days when we first met after all this time I have no regrets. We lived and learned through hard times and good we let go of each other like we knew we should. It's sad in a way that the way things ended knowing without a doubt nothing can be mended. Wishing you well in whatever you do I will always remember the memories of you. 8:39 PM - 6 Comments - 3 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, July 02, 2006 as i sit Current mood: bored As I sit here on my couch I think of things to be As I sit here on my couch I think of you and me As I sit here on my couch I see your picture on the wall As I sit here on my couch I just want to love you thats all As I sit here on my couch I dream of the day that you will come As I sit here on my couch On that day we will be as one As I sit here on my couch My heart pounds to the beat of you As I sit here on my couch A family we shall start a new As I sit here on my couch Today you said I love you As I sit here on my couch I say I love you too 7:04 AM - 2 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Friday, June 16, 2006 / Current mood: cold Something happened between you and me Perhaps it is love,I hope it will be Every time we talk,I feel something true 'Cause i always feel warm inside when i listen to you It's kinda funny when we dont know what to say Always know i am here for you every day Let's make this happen,let's make it true,as I am writing this,I'm thinking of you 12:26 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips | Contact MySpace | Promote! | Advertise | MySpace Shop © ©2003-2007 MySpace.com. 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