.... *sighs* ... well lemme start by saying... i have zero typing skills and i can't spell for shit so in reading this ur takin a big chance of either gettin to know the real me or gettin a big ass headache tryin to understand what i'm sayin... i ramble.. alot... its a curse of having a random brain that jumps from thought to thought with no reguard for the convo at hand... maybe because i have spent my life tryin to change the subject from things that had to do with what i was feeling or how much i was hurting... it's a coping mechanism... just like my smartassyness (is that even a word?... oh well lol) and my sumtimes flagrant disreguard for the nonviolent....i can be very mean and sumtimes downright evil if u hurt the ones i love ... i'm one of those i can b ur best friend or ur worst enemy dependin on how u cross me. to put it bluntly... i'm a bitch.. but i figure if i'm a bitch and u keep talkin to me then your worth the time to get to kno... i don't let people in easily which makes for alot of time spent on my own but honestly i'd rather spend time on my own then b surrounded by people who call themselves my friends and don't give a fuck about me... i'm too old to play that game. i'm very blunt ... so asking me my opinion on sumthing may be the worst mistake u will make but i have spent my life being lied to by people who said they were only trying to spare my feelings ... well heres my feelings on liars... i think u should all b lined up and run thru with a rusty disease infected hot poker... so yes i am a bit jaded and pessimistic ... but.. i don't automaticly think bad of people but i do expect u to prove urself to me. i'll have your back and be there for u no matter what ... if u prove to me that i should.
so.. i'm sure you've probally made ur mind up at this point about me ... which is actually a shame... but oh well move on to the next blog or person then ... but if u actually want to get to know me ... all i can say is... its never boring lol ...
now sumone said sumthing about a damn donut....
