Just sitting here thinking about the past and such. Made some good and bad choices. Been around the states and a few countries. Thinking how certain people screwed me over. Talk with all the sugar coating talk only to be lied to. Some days i wanna give up and some i dont. I can be a fool sometimes. Like someone you pick up. Use it til you had your fun and toss me away. Due to this one person they made me think who to trust and who not to trust. I was once married for 13 years and thought life was grand til something happened and lost it all. Then one time i traveled acrossed the united states to be with this one person and had a good thing only to be let down.