I have been doing a lot of soul searching the last few days, with the unexpected deaths in our family.They have extended from misscarriage to the death of several family members.I have ask myself why, the only thing Iknow can come up with is,I know that God needs angles so he selects them, but i have some questions about how HE does that.1. Is why take the life of a baby that never had a chance to start with? 2. If the need is there for angles , Why not take some of the people that just does not care and make them understand? I can not understand why take small children. 3. Why take so many fron one family in such a short time, for example in our family in just 1 year we have had 8 deaths.Th lastest of which was a 37 year old male that was sevearly handicap since birth, he has never spoke , walked, or anything in his life. He was not even able to feed himself, he never walked, talked or anything, but he was the most special person you have or would ever want to meet.He was called home to be with God this past Wednesday that was a tatal shock to our whole family, all he had was a bad cold is what the Doctors are saying.
My problem is that there are so many murders, drug dealers, robbers and people that molest children out there that I feel do not deserve to live why does God not take them instead of the love ones that have never done any wrong.I am sorry people, I just had to vent.
