Today was awesome for me. I woke up with a bad attitude thinking I wasnt gonna be able to see my boo and then I was able to cus my roomate helped me with that. (Thanks bro). I learned some things today about this day we call Valentines day. For me, its the first one in quite a few years that Ive actually been able to share with someone else. Usually its just another day but this year, things have begun to change for me. It wasnt about getting gifts to me or giving, well in a way it was cus I had to get my boo something:) but the fact that I was able to just be with her and cuddle and watch a movie and kiss her and hold her was the best. Thats what I have always wanted to share and I finally have. Today was about me showing my love through my eyes and my touch as it was shown to me. Im no longer in the pit that I use to be in and for once, I feel great. I truly mean that. Some of you have known me for awhile and this probably sounds like a complete stranger but trust me, its real. Im in love. Im happy. Im looking ahead. Not behind. My life is coming together one day at a time and I just want everyone to know that I am doing really well emotionally and mentally. I have my days but they never last anymore. Its like they stop as soon as they start. Hmmm, I think thats a sign that I am moving in the right direction. I just wanted to share for a few before I went to bed. I hope that everyday is better than the last. We all deserve to be happy.
