Slowly Dying inside, grief and pain
It will never be the same
Cant catch my breath
Gasping for air, anything that will come my way
Knowing this could be it forever
Standing on the other side of the glass watching my reflection, it all plays out
I cant stop it, I cant stop you, I cant stop them
But watching and waiting
Maybe you will stop it, I trusted you to stop the tears
But wait, There they are again
Streaming down my cheeks, feeling so alone
Fear and Anger
Squeezing at my heart, it tightens every second im alone
Fear of loosing you...
Fear of loosing myself
Anger and hurt,
Hurt is what I feel with this blade
Relief and yet again another piece
Gone forever, never be the same again
It keeps hurting and it keeps reminding me
Everything floods back, you and her, him and you and then fear
Thinking that things are better, believing you
My heart, my soul, my whole life
What is it ?
What am I, who am I, what am I without you
Tearing us apart, it never fails to rip us apart
Hanging there, holding on
Holding onto what ?
Salty tears, I crave that taste on my lips
It is life, it is pain.... it is my life and my pain.
