why am I such a fucking loser I dont have a girl or a job or a car..I dont even have a high school education.Everything I try to do in life ends up in failure,but for some reason god has kept me alive from three suicide attempts.What could be his plan for me Im fucking useless,Im just wasting life so why keep me around.everyone I know sends me away and treats me in different,even my own family doesnt want me.Why have I been cursed like this,all I ever wanted was someone to love.
