HATRED
years of mistrust and
hatred have changed
me in more ways
then i would like to believe
what you see when
you look at me
is just a shell
of my true self
my heart is full of
hatred from past experiences
some of which i can't recall
others i remember as if it was yesterday
thoughts of you burn
holes in my soul
suicide has tempted
me so many times to
end the pain i feel
everyday
