Is it just me or does everyone have days when no one is who they used to be? Where you live your life through a tear stained haze? Everything you used to know, all the places you used to go... Nothing is as it was and no one seems to love you anymore, at least not the way that they used to, the way that no one else ever could. When the only stable one in your life has gone and every thing you once knew has been snatched away. Where do you go since you obviously cannot stay here, not with him. Did you really think you could? What right did you have to dream that dream you have every night? Stupid cow, you have no rights. It's not your life, let go of that dream. Nothing can ever be as it once seemed.
