As I sit here alone, the darkness surrounds me
Past, present, future, I cant see my vision is cloudy
Where did I go wrong? What would i do if i could make a change?
Who can I trust? Is it me or you that should be at blame?
I know i made some choices, and at the time i thought they were right
I knew i had lost you. Then why did i countine to fight?
I tried to look past the argueing, and see the smile on your face
I tried to whipe away the tears, even took a step back to slow down the pace
We tried to talk it all out, and solve everything with just a hug
In the meanwhile hiding our true feelings, with false hopes of love
At one time i loved you, for this much i am certian
But how does love turn to anger,and happiness to hurting?
How does ones feelings flip, in the course of only a few days?
How can we leave eachother so suddenly, with so much more to say?
Do u miss me? Did you ever love me? So many questions run through my head
Do i really want to know the answers? Am i better off alive or dead?
Am i asking myself too much? that i might just flip my mind and go insane?
Is that really a bad thing? Is sunshine really better then rain?
