... guess what. i'm depressed, intensily so, tho i do not show it. i'm a good actress. i am in love with a person who is not in love with me, and may never be. this very rarely strays from the thoughts, and i wish that was not so. I try to find a way to get my mind off of it or to get it out of my system a bit, but alas there is not remedy...i'm suffering from writer's block at the moment.